Im late for work again... Reach salon at 1pm... Im getting worst man... Haix... The best part is i didnt reali do work stuff lor... Siting in front of the comp do some paperwork and den check my facebook, chat with dear in msn thruout the day. Talking bout wad type of jobs am i interested in, bout studying, bout us and bout outing...
Outing issue has brought forward till today le... He was trying to pyschco me go home watch HK drama show instead of going out with marie... haix... sometime im wondering why every r/s keep giving me this problem... Becos of wad i did dat y they react or wad? haix... anyway... manage to solve the problem... actuali to me, i don think it reali solve the problem cos he is giving in to me. Though he feel uncomfortable when i go out with friends but another side he cannot tied my freedom down. Basically, he is giving himself time to get used of it... In other words mean tolerating me till one day he reaches his limit... This is the commitment im talking bout when comes to r/s... It is very difficult to balance play time and spending time with loves one. Back to square one, learn to give and take... Since im aldy in a r/s and i reali love him, haf to make some scarifices lor... and some communication as well for future outings.
Chat till 4am in the morning in msn... Chat and chat.... He told me dat if we can last for more than 3 years, he will marry me... Wohoooo.... Shocked to hear dat but yet happy dat he reali do love me and dat i do not regret choosing him as my bf or maybe lifetime partner or though sometime he can be weird... haha... Sometime out of sudden, he will tell me he is afraid dat some day i will leave him or suddenly he will kiss me and tell me he love me... All this small small thing he did reali touched me. Maybe to me, it proves dat he do cherish me... Im feel so xin fu when im with him... hopefully this feeling will last forever...
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