26th December 2008

Im late for work again!!!! Argg!!! Sometime i cant stand myself too. Was sleeping like pig with dear... Today is our 15th day together. Hmmm... Though we had agreement saying in our r/s, we will not want to have a sticky r/s, but it seem like we had been sticking together for 15days liao except 2 days which he is in camp. As usual, he send me to work and had lunch at Macdonald in Bugis Village.

Back to work.... Another bored day without him by my side. Haix... but still i got good news... Finally my company is approved by ITEC. had been doing this stupid qualification for months liao and had been asking by bosses regarding the process, whether is it approved... Finally everything end liao... Proceeding to another level which is the audition part on 9th Jan 09. Hope everything goes well....

Was chatting with dear at the same time blogging now. Might be going out with marie... Yesh... Finally can meet them... Intially dear don wanna go and he is on duty tml. So i suggest to him dat i'll ask marie to postpone e outing tml instead. Dear den said this during msn:


Im enjoying every secs, mins & hrs of my life with you... 1st time ever celebrating xmas @hm with bro and "U"!!! says:
if not meeting today den i ask marie to postpone the outing tml can?

Royce says:
we go today lor

Im enjoying every secs, mins & hrs of my life with you... 1st time ever celebrating xmas @hm with bro and "U"!!! says:
y?

Im enjoying every secs, mins & hrs of my life with you... 1st time ever celebrating xmas @hm with bro and "U"!!! says:
thought u don wanna go?

Royce says:
anything

Im enjoying every secs, mins & hrs of my life with you... 1st time ever celebrating xmas @hm with bro and "U"!!! says:
if u don feel like going den don go lor...tml i den go out with them...

Im enjoying every secs, mins & hrs of my life with you... 1st time ever celebrating xmas @hm with bro and "U"!!! says:
don force urself ok?

Royce says:
muhaha

Royce says:
i rather go out wif u then tml u stay at home!

Royce says:
WAhahaha!

Im enjoying every secs, mins & hrs of my life with you... 1st time ever celebrating xmas @hm with bro and "U"!!! says:
wah.....y lei???scare i MIA again?

Royce says:
yes

Im enjoying every secs, mins & hrs of my life with you... 1st time ever celebrating xmas @hm with bro and "U"!!! says:
orh.... u don trust me???

Royce says:
yar

Im enjoying every secs, mins & hrs of my life with you... 1st time ever celebrating xmas @hm with bro and "U"!!! says:

wad the hell?€ why don trust me?

Royce says:
coz u haven earn my trust

Royce says:
1st time go out give me such a stun ald

Im enjoying every secs, mins & hrs of my life with you... 1st time ever celebrating xmas @hm with bro and "U"!!! says:
but u didnt gif me a chance to earn my trust

Im enjoying every secs, mins & hrs of my life with you... 1st time ever celebrating xmas @hm with bro and "U"!!! says:
the 1st outing is accident...

Im enjoying every secs, mins & hrs of my life with you... 1st time ever celebrating xmas @hm with bro and "U"!!! says:
going out with marie they all u shld feel safe lor....

Im enjoying every secs, mins & hrs of my life with you... 1st time ever celebrating xmas @hm with bro and "U"!!! says:
cos normally they send me home one lei

Royce says:
trust is gain..

Im enjoying every secs, mins & hrs of my life with you... 1st time ever celebrating xmas @hm with bro and "U"!!! says:
wad do u mean by trust is gain?

Royce says:
u tell me how to trust...when the 1st time u go out nvr go home on time n so late..even though not ur fault

Royce says:
but its by not having all tis then can gain trust

Royce says:
am i correct or not?

Royce says:
the whole 12 hrs when u were out i was having a roller coaster ride in camp

Royce says:
till the point i feel like running out of camp to find u

Im enjoying every secs, mins & hrs of my life with you... 1st time ever celebrating xmas @hm with bro and "U"!!! says:
hmmmm...nothing to say...
will find my way to gain back ur trust den...

Royce says:
oki thanks

Haix.... I must gain back the trust if not .... die liao lor.... cant go out with friends when he is not around... Haix...

In the evening time, he told me i can go meet my friends cos im not machine and he cant juz press no button and i cant go... Some kind of good news ya. Hmmm.... but sounded not willingly though. As usual came to fetch me from work and to Jurong Point meeting marie for dinner.

BS and wife ended up joining us as well and today was aaron actual bday. Decided to go "Halo Bar" for celebration. Hmmm... Aaron quarrelled with janice. She didnt go with us. End result still the same, Aaron was drunk... And he is making far too much noise. I even had the video clip of how he create a scene in the guy toilet. Was still wondering who used my hp to video him... Send him back home and we reach home around 4am already.

Was chatting with dear. He told me dat his parents are unhappy with him becos he dump his ex and she treat him very good and in such a short time, he get involved in another new r/s. Haix... And i also worried cos while we were at Halo Bar, marie was telling me dat someone told her bout royce changing alot of gf... The most stunning part is most of our sec sch friends who are close to Royce bet that we wont last long. The shortest is 6months, longest 1 year 6 months. Seriously, at that moment, i feel damn lost. Im afraid of getting hurt lor... marie comforted me by saying is juz other ppl comment. She even defended me by telling that somebody wad dear had done for me (the handmade present) and she can tell by dear's action dat he is not that kind who wanna toy my feeling. Emily also say i shld give myself 2 months time cos right now we r still going thru honeymoon period. My tears are going to roll out of my eyes already lor... Luckily, im good at controlling tears in public if not.... I realise something... Since when do i become a cry baby... abit abit tear going to drop... Oh My God!!! Dont like this feeling.

I did told dear bout this issue and he told me he only got 8 ex gf... the 6th ex gf onward consider serious r/s. He asked me whether i wan to walk this road with him anot... Of cos yes lar... how can i run away from problems... And i knw we can face problems together.
I did asked him to maybe sometime go back home sleep if not his parent thought i kidnap their son... but he don wan cos he go home also not happy... after talking with him, i den feel at ease dat he reali love me now and he is reali putting effort in this r/s. We chat till 5.30am in the morning and he had to wake up at 7am to work. Oh my god... another shag day for him...